It is the 2nd week of September 2011 and I am busy sorting out tax info, trying to tie up the loose ends of a house transfer after selling our property,getting into a routine of exercising and watching what I eat, cooking, cleaning, washing, bathing kids, cutting out sugar, laughing for absolutely no reason at all, drinking more water (for me 1 glass is more than I normally have... haha!), keep up with swimming fees (even tho I pay them every month), monitor sight words, go to church, be a good friend, practice kindness and gratitude, and so, so much more....
Life certainly gets busy in my home. Being a mom and wife can certainly make one feel overwhelmed and anxious at times. I am glad to be a SAHM because I certainly would not be able to cope with more than this. I take my hat off to the mums who do work (full or part time) and still make time for their families.
I was actually pondering my age and my mum's and realised that when my mum was my age (37) she had an 18 year old daughter (me) and had so much more on her plate. And that she was only 25 when she had children as old as mine.... wow Mum! Whenever I am in doubt of what I am capable of, I look at you and dad and remind myself that I come from such strong stock. I am an amazing combination of both my parents; strengths and weaknesses, and growing up with my brother and sister have shaped and moulded me. As a baby, I was introduced to the church and Jesus and the amazing love of God. It has sustained me through all my years. I will continue to nurture this relationship with our Lord because it is the source of all my strength and comfort. So in the busyness of mothering and family-hood, I am always reminded that Jesus is the foundation and at the centre of my life. I have also been reminded very gently to sit at His feet and listen to Him speak and not get lost in the busyness of mothering and family-hood.
Dear Lord, Help me to balance the Martha and Mary in me.....
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